This SUCKS!

I've had a terrible day today. It all started with Will fighting with me this morning. He asked my to do the laundry, which it his job. He knows I had to work tonight and that I would be sleeping during the day. It pisses me off, because sometimes I feel like his mom or something. Then when I do do something, he is so damn picky about it! Just be glad I did anything at all! So ungrateful!!!

It's days like this that make me miss my old life. I haven't done anything since I started this job. I don't see my friends or go out anywhere. I just live in two places, home and work. It sucks living by moonlight. The other day I tried to go out with Will. I was so fucking tired. Even the sun burned my eyes, and it was sunset! I recalled wrong about this job. Since I was alone in Austin, I was able to make things work. Now... well it's killing my marriage and my sanity. It's like I'm requied to be both housewife and night auditor. It's so unfair. Sure I only work part time but I live in the night, so I can't very well clean without waking Will up.

Another thing, I feel like such and anti-social slob. I haven't talked to anyone telephone or face to face other than Will in weeks. I think that's why I have absorbed myself in Second Life. It's my only social interaction lately. I have friends in there that keep me from going over the sanity's cliff. Even with Second Life I still feel a void. It pains me to see Will go out with friends. Then he comes home to tell me the details, ARG! I'm a jealous, YOU BET I AM! Live a few weeks in my shoes and you will realize how much it sucks!

P.S: I got my paycheck today...(sarcasm time) Yay, a whole $350 for my hard work and degration of my life!! Gotta love it! :P